SOMETIMES YOU CANT CHOOSE WHAT STAYS OR FADES AWAY
Trigeminal Neuralgia is a rotten disease to live with. I’ve been having a heck of a time dealing with the pain, so Last Tuesday I had my Fifth Surgery. The pain level was well past a ten and the third Stellate Ganglion Block did not work. Why not have another one right? Yesterday I was in the shower and after dealing with intense amounts of pain my cheeks went numb. ( and it wasn’t my butt cheeks) I honestly just started to cry. I was so overwhelmed with happiness and relief, the waterworks turned on and it was all for the Lord. I cant imagine what this disease would have done to me without so many people supporting and praying for me. It would have torn me apart. But with strength from my God and Others I was able to stand strong and courageous. And despite how hard this illness is on me, I will continue to fight it with my armor on and an army behind me.
After my surgery The Mister’s Mom and Dad came and visited me. They brought us a delicious BBQ Lunch and a beautiful bouquet of flowers. When it comes to Aaron and his Family I am so spoiled. And I love it! I got so Lucky with his Family and I cant wait to call them Mom and Dad! Only six more months.
There’s nothing more that I love than hanging out with my nephews. Harper had his third Birthday Party this past Sunday at Roger’s Park in Beaumont. There was Candy, Cake, Piñata’s, Fun, Arm-Pit Farting and Babies…Lots of Babies! The weather was perfect outside; sunny yet not a single sweat hit the brow. I was so excited to share a smile and hug with most of the family. Kaden was there (my eldest Nephew) and I forgot how big he has gotten and it just made me feel old. It was a good time.
I’m missing the Mister and the Pup like crazy! They have no idea how much Momma Bear loves them. Yes that’s what I call myself. Aaron is Papa Bear, I’m Momma Bear, and Meadow is Baby Bear! We are one of those people who you call CRAZY DOG PEOPLE. It’s so hard not to be when you have such a good little pup. Meadow is honestly the love of our life. Being so far away from Aaron and not seeing him everyday has been so hard on me. Distance definitely does make the heart grow fonder. But it never mentions how it makes your heart ache.
We are planning a trip to the beach in a couple weeks and I’m so thrilled. I want to grill, make a fire, roast s’mores, go fishing, bathe in the sun, and go boogie boarding…There are so many things this world has to offer and I can’t wait to spend those moments with him.